rad

Oh what a night.
I feel so..
normal (:
I like it.

FREEEEEDOM!!

Why cant we all be this free?

Mirror Mirror on the Wall

Mirror mirror on the wall, have I got it?
'Cause mirror you've always told me..
Who I am. I'm finding it's not easy
To be perfect

Why is it so hard to be perfect?
I've tried to hard,
Will I ever be the person you want me to be?
I'm sick of trying...
I feel like I'm Dying

Why The Fuck?

My life is full of people entering in,
but eventually leaving..
It hurts so much more when they leave,
Do they even relise?
Whats the point of coming into someones life,
Being important to them..
And then Leaving?
With out a reason,
With out a care,
You just leave.
Is that even fair?
Like come on..
If I wanted you to just pack up and leave
Then why the fuck would I tried so hard?
WHY THE FUCK?
Is this what you planned?
Getting all close then being like forget it?
Why the fuck would you put someone though that?

Broken Hearted Girl

The second you left my life,
Was the second that everything fell apart,

I feel so broken.
In so much pain.

Will you ever truly understand?

Venting Helps.

Every part of my life,
makes me hurt in unbelievable ways,
I can't stand any small detail.
I can't stand any big drama,
Its times like this
When I can only wish
That it was all over.
It beings me so much pain
to see my friends upset,
coming to me for answers,
coming to me to help,
Did anyone ever realise that maybe I was the one that needed the help?
Did anyone realise that I may be hurting too,
hurting so much more than anyone could ever understand?
Did anyone realise that I live everyday just wishing it was my last?
I know I need help,
and I know that very few have tried,
but I just can't stand it,
I can't stand sitting here and just waiting?
Waiting for every little thing to fix,
every little impurity to just straighten out and go away
but sadly that doesn't happen.