Venting Helps.

Every part of my life,
makes me hurt in unbelievable ways,
I can't stand any small detail.
I can't stand any big drama,
Its times like this
When I can only wish
That it was all over.
It beings me so much pain
to see my friends upset,
coming to me for answers,
coming to me to help,
Did anyone ever realise that maybe I was the one that needed the help?
Did anyone realise that I may be hurting too,
hurting so much more than anyone could ever understand?
Did anyone realise that I live everyday just wishing it was my last?
I know I need help,
and I know that very few have tried,
but I just can't stand it,
I can't stand sitting here and just waiting?
Waiting for every little thing to fix,
every little impurity to just straighten out and go away
but sadly that doesn't happen.